Long time no write :-(

It's been two months since I last updated my blog site. I have so many things on my mind that I wanted to share and so the Greatness and Faithfulness of Christ in my life since I left my country. I hope I can update soonest and share all of those things with you!:-)  We'll be back with you in just a short while!:-) 

Love You so much - Hillsong

LSS song for this week (hehe)
Reminds me of how Great our God is that I can't contain how blessed I am.  

Hear these praises from a grateful heart
Each time I think of You
The praises start
Love You so much, Jesus
Love You so much

Lord, I love You, my soul sings
In Your presence
Carried on Your wings
Love You so much, Jesus
Love You so much

How my soul longs for you
Longs to worship You forever
In Your power and majesty
Lift my hands, lift my heart
Lift my voice towards the heavens
For You are my sun and shield

My Daily Devotion

It was a surprise week for me. I don't know how am I going to start with because it’s a long testimony, so much overwhelmed!:-) (maybe I'll share it with you personally when we got to have the opportunity seeing each other) but to make it short, I'll just focus this post on God's faithfulness in my life.

Well I've been praying for something that God answered me so TIMELY :-) Amazing! I know God planted that dream in my heart and so since then I've been praying for it. God's time is perfect. He knows when we are ready or not. He knows when to give it to you or not. He knows what's best for us. At first we may not understand some situations but those are just preparations to greater plans He set for us. All we need to do is to trust Him. He might be at work in us before He can work through us. Just like a pencil, before a user can use it to write as its main purpose, it would first go through sharpening. At first it's really disappointing and hard, so many downfalls but God's healing is there, God's help, wisdom and provisions are there. Until the time it came, you will see yourself that you're totally, completely Healed! Physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually and you'll realized that Oh I can sense this is gonna be His time. He will show it to you through many ways and through many people. Everything will fall into places amazingly really!!! He will fix every single worry that would come up to your mind. All you need to do is to continuously trust and obey Him, He is faithful He will not let it to happen for nothing. But I have to admit, when I'm on that process, I still have worries and doubts even though God is showing me the ways, I'm still asking if it is His will or not :-( but then the Holy spirit is always rebuking me and always reminding me that God is bigger than any possible problem I might be facing and so I just trust HIM completely and He promised me that He will never leave me nor forsake me Thank You Jesus!

And finally this week I got a confirmation from the Lord and I am convinced that it came from Him. I knew it was the answered prayer and out of surprise! I ask the Lord again! (hehe) Lord Is that for real??? after an hour asking that, I continue the book that I am reading this week, Extravagant Worship by Darlene Zschech, after a few pages, been directed to page 127, and wow how precise the answer it was, He confirmed to me through these passages, "Yes, child, go for it. Go for the dream I've planted in your heart. I am sending you." Amazing! :-)

Trust God's Timing. Time is the greatest proving ground for a dream. From the author of the book it says, "If it is God's dream, it obviously needs time as the perfecting ingredient." Our ability doesn't matter to the lord in achieving our dreams or the things we prayed for, it's because He is ABLE. Ephesians 3:20 says: "Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us,". He doesn't call the equip but He equip those He calls. The story of Gideon was really inspiring and somehow I felt the same way he felt (hehe) from the book of Judges, even though God is showing already to him the ways and guiding him, he still wants an assurance from the Lord that the Lord is with him. He is still asking for   signs. But God was so patient with Him and do as what He has promised to Gideon.

I believe God sends us because we found favor in the eyes of the Lord, for a greater purpose and whether or not we are capable, the truth is He is ABLE to do mighty things in me, in you, in us J and He will be our strength wherever we go.

"Am I not sending you?"

Super Mom By Joanna Fuchs

Since it's her birthday today, I'd like to honor the greatest woman in my life, through this poem from one of my favorite poet. Happy Birthday Nay! with so much love :-)

Mom, you're a wonderful mother,

So gentle, yet so strong.

The many ways you show you care

Always make me feel I belong.

You're patient when I'm foolish;

You give guidance when I ask;

It seems you can do most anything;

You're the master of every task.

You're a dependable source of comfort;

You're my cushion when I fall.

You help in times of trouble;

You support me whenever I call.

I love you more than you know;

You have my total respect.

If I had my choice of mothers,

You'd be the one I'd select!

What would Jesus do?

In this world full of troubles, it's really hard to follow what we think Jesus would do in every situation we are in right? Even if you called yourself a 'TRUE' Christian, do you think all of your actions are what Jesus will do? Say in some simple ways, do you think Jesus would love to have a face book account? Or would go on movie marathon? Watch televisions everyday; go on shopping, malling etc.? Isn't it a worldly pattern? Come to think of it...

A reminder for all of us...esp. Christians because we called ourselves Christians then we should have a Christ-LIKENESS attitude right? Well it's an everyday process, it's not an instant thingy I guess, it takes prayers and the word of God. We have been tested through situations that we should be sensitive enough to hear God's voice. Different Christians, different manifestations, some are showy in their faith but some are not, but I believe no one can judge one's faith in Christ or his/her relationship with  Him regardless of their religion or sector, regardless of their beliefs and regardless of their life's manifestation, it's because only God can knows what's really inside of our hearts so be careful in interpret ting other's actions/beliefs :-)

Well a sad fact that many Christians were living in the expectations of others. If Jesus were in your situations, do you think He will do the same thing you did? Or do you think He will do what you are going to do? If you trap in situations that you don't know what you are going to do or what you are going to say? Then think of what will Jesus do/say at that moment. Stand firm in the Lord. Are you standing for God? Or are you standing for other people? Are you protecting God’s testimony or you’re protecting others? Are you pleasing Him or MEN? Self-evaluation :-) The bible says: ‘For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will save it.’ – Luke 9:24.

Many Christians tend to compromise their faith, we know what's the right thing to do before God and what's pleasing in Him but we tend not to, because we are so much careful of the expectations of the others and sometimes we just ignore the situation a play safe escape.

Well I just only proved that it's not easy to imitate Christ, it’s not easy to follow His ways, there are RISKS in shaping into Christ likeness, it’s an everyday battle to do or not to do because so many persecutions, some will hate you and some will leave you. Jesus persecuted in His own town, many didn't believe in Him, Judas one of His disciples betrayed Him, and Peter denied Him and the door of heaven closes Him when the sin of the world was on Him. Some says we are only humans we commit mistakes, yes I understand that and we commit sin? yes I do still commit sins, whether a simple or greater sin it is still a sin but God has given us the authority over these things, the question is Are you ‘really’ willing to do what will Jesus do? I believe if we have the desires in our hearts then we can, no matter how hard it is, would always be depend on our willingness...an issue of the heart isn't it? First things first, God would have to work IN us before He can work THROUGH us, correcting our hearts desires and attitudes and of course most importantly, if we want to follow Jesus, constant prayers and meditating on His word. Through these we grow in the knowledge of Christ, understanding Him deeply, (in a worldly view if you want to be someone else then you have to know everything about him/her right?) Then those know ledges/understandings about Christ will give us convictions to do what we have learned and so tendency is to obey God, not a selective obedience but complete obedience, no reservations but boldness before Him. We are no longer baby Christians or infants and so we should know these things already as we continue to grow in Him. Several times Paul reiterates these things in the bible:

^‘14 Then we will no longer be infants, tossed back and forth by the waves, and blown here and there by every wind of teaching and by the cunning and craftiness of people in their deceitful scheming. ¹⁵ Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will grow to become in every respect the mature body of him who is the head, that is, Christ. ¹⁶ From him the whole body, joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work.’ – Ephesians 4:14-16.

^‘17 Therefore, dear friends, since you have been forewarned, be on your guard so that you may not be carried away by the error of the lawless and fall from your secure position. ¹⁸ But grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. To him be glory both now and forever! Amen.’ – 2 Peter 3:17-18.

How about you, are you willing to do what would Jesus do? Are you willing to follow Him?

Just 'an' LSS (It takes 3)

For a week now, this has been an LSS for me. I first heard it in one of my sister's in faith wedding celebration, lined up as one of her wedding songs. The song was an epic, recorded and produced by Randy & Shannon Petrescue @ Dream Logic Inc. I love the lyrics and it's really honoring God in the center of a marriage. This song might be an inspiration to many especially at this generation where marriage only lasts for years and sometimes had expiration! How could that be :-(

Well this song could be a sort of an encouragements to the singles as well (ahemm :-)) that marriage is so sacred and to make it last, we put Jesus in the center of it. A Love Triangle Marriage between man Jesus and woman. Jesus to be in the center and at the top. I just find it so inspiring especially to those newly weds that marriage will not work without Jesus. We found to love and be love because Christ first loved us. Above all else, Jesus the author of our Love story and with the power of the Holy Spirit to join two lives, two hearts, and two destinies as One in Christ...will have to give glory and honor due His name...Just the two could never be enough and so truly it takes 3 to make a God-honoring marriage lasts.

I can't resist posting it because it was really inspiring! Hope you'll like it :-) I also put the chords in it but I don't know what's exactly the chords, just put it by hearing it. (with Capo much better I think but I haven't tried it yet) Hard to find, there's no chords and lyrics in the net :-(

Anyway congratulations to all newly wed! esp. to my sister in faith (ate mich :-)& kuya bryant!)

"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love." - 1 John 4:18

It takes 3

Randy&Shannon Petrescue 

@ Dream Logic Inc.

Key of G
I. (G Am C D)

I can't believe God placed you in my life

Baby it's a dream, to hold you close,

To know that you are mine 


II. (G Am C D)

I never thought,

I'd meet a friend like you

What you mean to me,

I'm learning more that words will never do


Ref. (Em Bm C D)

So I'm gonna show you with my life

How much you mean to me

But I could never do without the One

Who made us both to see...


Ch. (G Am C D)

It takes three,

To make a marriage work

To reveal, what only God can do

It takes three,

To see the Father's Love revealed in us

Just the two,

Could never be enough

And all though we're committed

When times get tough

We still need, the One who's faithful and so true

I know it takes

(I know it takes)

Me Jesus and you!

III. (G Am C D)

It's hard to understand

Why people say -

"Just give them a couple years...

They'll settle down,

Their love will fade away"


IV. (G Am C D)

I pray that they

Would come to know this love...

It’s not just what we feel,

It’s a precious gift

It’s sent from up above

Ref. (Em Bm C D)

So with Christ the love grows

More and more until the final day

So with our love we celebrate the One

Who gave His life away


Repeat Ch.

Bridge.
(Em Bm)
I know baby

When we say forever (forever!)

It’s gonna be forever
(Em Bm C D)

Cause we're not here to try this out

We're gonna press on through

Beyond a shadow of a doubt


(Em Bm)

We've based our lives

Upon the love of Jesus Christ
(Em Bm C D)

So we simply recognize the truth

And give the Lord our Lives...


Repeat Ch.

Flashback Moments

As I surf on this morning, I got inspired by this lovely video, simple and cute commercial made for orange rewind tv. So touching want her love one to be back, rewinding the moments :-) The scene brings me back to old times. It speaks so much about life that we should treasure every moment of it. Living it as if it’s our last, valuing our love ones and make the most out it. Life is so short to be wasted and regretted, every moment counts, embrace it, live it and love it J 


Happy Weekend!!! Share some love :-)

When God doesn’t Make Sense

I can relate to this series so much because I came to a point that I really question God or even doubt His power to do mighty things in my life. (Forgive me Lord :-() One of so many series I got encouraged. And so I just wanted to share some insights on this run. It gives enlightenment to my immature thoughts (sometimes hehe).

When we experienced situations in our lives that seem we don't understand, we prayed for something we've been praying for, for a longest time but still no clear visions or answers from the Lord, when bad things happen in our lives??? When God doesn't make sense at all...How are we going to response to these situations?

I confess, so many questions came up to my mind. You know to yourself that you prayed, read the bible and obeyed God but then nothing happens and sometimes added to your frustrations bad things came  :-( Lord are you there? Why these things happened? Why it takes too long? Seems losing all my patience and strength...My heart grows faint and it seems my prayers are just bouncing back around the four corners of my room. I felt the same way Habakkuk questioned God during those uncertainties in his life.

"How long, O LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen? Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save? 3Why do you make me look at injustice? Why do you tolerate wrong? Destruction and violence are before me; there is strife, and conflict abounds. . . . 5“Look at the nations and watch—and be utterly amazed. For I am going to do something in your days that you would not believe, even if you were told."  - Habakkuk 1:2,3,5

Insights and verses from the series:

When it seems we don't understand the Situations...

1. Be secure in who God is.

O LORD, are you not from everlasting? My God, my Holy One, we will not die. O LORD, you have appointed them to execute judgment; O Rock, you have ordained them to punish. -Habakkuk 1:12

2. Go to God and ask Him.

Your eyes are too pure to look on evil; you cannot tolerate wrong. Why then do you tolerate the treacherous? Why are you silent while the wicked swallow up those more righteous than themselves? - Habakkuk 1:13

3. Wait on God’s answer.

I will stand at my watch and station myself on the ramparts; I will look to see what he will say to me, and what answer I am to give to this complaint. -Habakkuk 2:1

When it takes too long...

1. Write down the revelation.

Then the LORD replied: “Write down the revelation and make it plain on tablets so that a herald may run with it. -Habakkuk 2:2

2. Wait for its appointed time.

For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it; it will certainly come and will not delay. -Habakkuk 2:3

3. Walk by faith.

“See, he is puffed up; his desires are not upright — but the righteous will live by his faith . . .” -Habakkuk 2:4

When Bad things happen...

1. Pray for God’s will to be done.

. . . Renew them in our day, in our time make them known; in wrath remember mercy. -Habakkuk 3:2

2. Remember God’s faithfulness.

God came from Teman, the Holy One from Mount Paran. His glory covered the heavens and his praise filled the earth. 4His splendor was like the sunrise; rays flashed from his hand, where his power was hidden. -Habakkuk 3:3,4

3. Worship God no matter what.

Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, 18yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will be joyful in God my Savior. -Habakkuk 3:17,18

When God doesn’t make sense at all, He is still God and knows everything more than we know and understand. He understands even if you think He doesn't. Remember He gave He's only begotten Son to redeem us? An ordinary father may not afford  to loose his son like that of what our Father in heaven did, hard to understand on our own right? But His understanding is far more than our understandings. It also takes faith in every situation we are in.  Faith is more than belief in God. We should act on those beliefs because Faith without deed is death. It takes complete TRUST in Him not for a while for a month or for years but for the rest of our lives. It is the basis for hope in the future. 

Brokenness

Sharing some thoughts of mine with you, hope you’ll get encourage :-)

Do you know how it feels to be broken? Every one of us has its own story of brokenness in our lives. Be it in love life, relationships, spirituality or even sexual brokenness, all of these has its own share of pains that could hardly bear and sometimes worst comes to worst, it consumes our lives to the point that we are already living with it. So sad but it's true to some :-(

But wait here's the brighter side I've found about it :-)

Do you also know that there is Beauty in brokenness? :-) There is wholeness in brokenness, there are blessings in brokenness and in brokenness you shine? :-) Yes it's true...I've been tested by it so many times in my life :-)

Whenever I felt broken, I isolated myself from the others; I want to be alone... (Well it's healthy to be alone sometimes :-)), having one-on-one with the Lord, sing praises unto HIM and praying. Prayer is so powerful because from there on, it will help you view the situations in a Godly perspective. I started to recognize the pains I've felt instead of denying it that will later on create bitterness in my heart and so I just acknowledged it, YES I am hurt and there's pain in me and sometimes I let myself cry :-( Second, I have compassion for what I've felt. In the book of Psalm 34:18 it says: "The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit", these only prove that the Lord is near to a heartbroken. He knew what we've felt and what we are going through. He has compassion to the brokenness we have. The same thing on us, I don't just ignore it, I will make it to a point that from this brokenness I will learn and from there on I started to understand those pains in me. It gives peace when you started to understand the purpose of your brokenness or pains you have. That this thoroughness is part of a heavenly reason, we may not know for a while but sooner we'll see the purpose. Even Christ experienced brokenness, in Psalm 51:17 says: “My sacrifice, O God, is a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart you, God, will not despise”. A fact that He is broken for us, for me and for you is Priceless. Isaiah 53:5 says: "But he was pierced for our transgressions; He was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed." And remember when Christ was about to fall on the hands of the foe, He prayed to the Father, as much as he wanted to let the pains taken from HIM, He still understands that those pains were part of God's plan. Matthew 26:39 says: “My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.” In the midst of our despair, there's always a greater purpose more than we could ever imagine, we only need to TRUST God. I found wholeness in Christ even if I'm broken. Surrendering it to HIM uplifts my spirit. It is so s0oo comforting to feel that way and it gives me courage to move on. YES it's time to move on and believe that we will be able to surpass it because of a HOPE that only comes from HIM :-) I remember, one of the insights I love from EN2010, and I quote "You cannot be offended and anointed at the same time so Move on!" It was being said by Ms. Grace A. God cannot use us if we still dwell on our past or in someone who hurt us. We need to release forgiveness, for ourselves and for the others. Remember that forgiveness is always been a decision and not a choice or option. It doesn't need to be earn by someone it should be given quickly. Life goes on no matter what. After all we found ourselves better than before. In our brokenness we shine because we are stronger than ever. And once you've already move on without bitterness, your brokenness can be a blessings to others because you will share it to them and they will got encouraged and learn from their own brokenness as well. 

One of a beautiful quote I love about brokenness from Henry Nouwen it says:

“Our life is full of brokenness – broken relationships, broken promises, and broken expectations. How can we live with that brokenness without becoming bitter and resentful except by returning again and again to God’s faithful presence in our lives”.

So that's the beauty I have in my brokenness...Hope you enjoyed reading J

And as I end this blog, here's the poem I've created during those painful times in my life that only Jesus can heal J

Brokenness

Shattered tears

Deep hurts

Unwavering pains

Brokenness

My heart gets tired

My heart yells

My heart cries

And so I'm broken

Pieces of my self

Pieces of my heart

Pieces of my inner most being

Who can mend the wholeness of me?

As my heart grows faint

As my heart grows weary

And as my heart grows ill

Lead me to the Rock that is Higher than I

Restore the Joy of my Salvation

Mold me Shape me Glaze me

For this brokenness are yours

And I am broken without you

Because you are the Rock on which I stand.

Prepare to Meet your God, Angelica Zambrano

I already read it months ago, and as I was reading it I was crying..really! true!


I know we have different beliefs, some may believe and some may not but I think It is worth sharing for and so I posted the link here in my blog. Hope you'll find time to visit the link below :-) Goosebumps!

Prepare to Meet your God, Angelica Zambrano (23 Horas Muerta)

Memoirs

It's quite disappointing and a bit sad :-( to know that all my photos and blogs in my old friendster account were gone 
:-(

Friendster made a major change in their sites renovating the old one, in-effect they have to clean-up their servers and databases. But sad to say that all information including photos, blogs, friends list etc. of their users will have to be deleted. Effect was only done last June 28, 2011. A month ago, they made an announcement worldwide that they are going to renovate the site and will make a biggest change on it. And now here it comes, when I logon early this week to check my photos, I wasn't able to and so I found out that Friendster staffs already took the changes. Feedbacks were coming all over the net. Well we can’t deny the fact that, that-thingy-called Friendster Era was already been left behind by the dominating Facebook site. The world was now hooked by that social networking site.

Maybe to others it's a non-sensual thing to feel that way or I'm over reacting only because of that. Given the time to backup all the important files in the account but still I wasn't able to do it :-( ohh lesson learned I guess... I'm not after the friends or testimonials I have on that account but I'm after the memories. I only kept my friendster account only for those photos and blogs I have there because it’s all sorts of reminiscences for me. Well It's seems that all of my memoirs I had since I started using FS was gone. Trip down memory lane (2002), Friendster is the first social networking site I used to, I remember I have this account way back college days (1^st year) so all of my events, photos were posted there. I didn't have a soft copy of it coz' it's almost a decade or less already. But what can I do the damaged has been done :-( Memories in my photos were there and all of my posts in my friendster blog. Friendster blog was my first blog site. And my first ever blog post was in my Friendster Blog. I remember those lonely days when I felt all alone and sad, I used to post my thoughts there depending on my mood and what I've felt, I will blog it there. Ohh I just missed it. Well OA or whatever they may say I just only treasured every moment of my life.

So what will be the lessons here...It reminds me of an old adage says - "Don't do tomorrow what you can do today" ouch… Mañana Habit as what we called for most Filipinos. I admit that I have that kind of attitude in me but trying to change it for good. And most importantly what God is dealing with me here was that... Life is so short to waste it, to overlook it, and to reciprocate it with non-sensual things; we can never know until when are we going to stay here on earth. So if you have the time to do it then do because later on we might regret it or will be too late for us if we take it for granted :-(

God has given us all the time to do the things we had to do in our everyday life. It only depends on us how are we going to manage those times. From a simple task to a more complicated one. A time to fix our schedules, our things at house, a time to restore broken relationships, a time to forgive, to love, and to share Yes all of that, we had given the time but still its our own call, choices and decisions in life that will dictate us and lead us to a life that we want. So better do the right thing now before it’s too late.

Thank You Lord for reminding me in this area, a simple circumstances but awakened me in my journey in life.

A Woman

"This is just a forwarded email from my sister in faith and I find it cute, simple but true J  in most of women I guess...and so it's my pleasure to share it here in my blog. Inspiring and embracing womanhood!!! Happy Reading J "

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a youth she's content to leave behind....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry…

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a feeling of control over her destiny...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to fall in love without losing herself..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without ruining the friendship...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that she can't change the length of her calves, the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that her childhood may not have been perfect...but it’s over...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
whom she can trust, whom she can't, and why she shouldn't take it personally...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
where to go... be it to her best friend's kitchen table... or a charming inn in the woods... when her soul needs soothing...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she can and can't accomplish in a day... a month...and a year...

A New Beginning

A formless spirit engraved into the existence by the hands of an enormous Creator. My worthless existence has been ended and found a new beginning like that of a newborn child began to crystallize evermore each day as I come to know HIM and embraced more of myself. I've been shaped by love and compassion, trials and suffering, the good and the bad, the twists and turn of this endless quest to a blessed morning of blissful moments. An advocate of stillness and goodwill, a friend of this wonderful creation and passionately loved to play the beat of my heart. As I grow more of myself, I learned to appreciate little things, value people around me and thinking what I do have each day makes me felt privileged and blessed every day. Life is all about HIM and being in HIM rescues me from the life I ought to would make me happy. Open your horizons, aim high, go beyond the impossibilities, and break your old-self-build prison wall through the words of Him as you live each day for His Glory. In the end, you’ll come up a realization that Life is more than just a living.

‘He is Able’

I don't know why but there are times that I felt so uncertain. Giants of fears and worries ruled over me. I might think it’s too impossible too hard and too expensive. I always focus on the negative side without really trying at first. And I know that it is one thing that God wants to develop in me. Most of my leaders prayed for me in that area because that's one of my weaknesses they knew. They believe in me but I don’t believe on myself because for me, I am only fooling myself, even though I can't but I still tried it harder :-(

But at the back of my mind I knew that Jesus Christ is hurting inside because I'm overlooking His power to do great things in me. I am setting aside His ability to do mighty things in my life. When Moses first refuses to God, he knew he was unable but God showed His Glory to him that no one can hinder to His power. Once He set His plan for you, it doesn't matter if you can do it or not but what matters most is God is ABLE. And until you box yourself into the four corners of the room, you will never experience His power.

And so Lord forgives me for my doubts, help me overcome my unbelief and take control of my life. You are bigger than my worries, Your plans are brighter than my plans and You are more powerful than my enemies. I wanted to have a prayer like the prayer of Jabez. I want to have more and more of you Lord, extending my territories because I knew that I am destined for Greatness :-)

At the end of the day, so many puzzles we want to resolve on our own and no matter how hard we try to fall them into places, we were unable because there’s a missing piece that we forgot and overlooked, and that is ‘He is Able’.

Thank You Jesus because You are able. ‘I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me’ -Philippians 4:13

Blogs

I missed my blogspot account. Ohh this will gonna be my first post for this year on this account. I seldom update it because of a hectic schedule and depends on my mood hehe but I hope so on the ff. days I will have lots of time updating it. I also have the other two blogs of mine, my friendster and multiply blogs but again, I'm not consistent in updating it hehe but most of my blogs were posted in my friendster blog because it's the oldest one. Well so much more about blogs, I cant say anything for now (haha) but I will find time updating it s0oonest. :-)